A lot has been going on around here in LISB-land, one of which is that I am attempting to return back to work part-time. I have mixed feelings about this. There are times when it sounds like a great idea
(money! colleagues! firing up the old synapses! money!)
and then there are times when it doesn't sound like such a great idea
(not a lot of money! bosses! colleagues! not enough money!)
Back in the day, I worked my ass off to climb the proverbial ladder at two different pharmaceutical ad agencies. There were days I loved, and days I didn't, but overall, I liked my job. I was proud of what I had accomplished. However, once Poonch came along, I knew that burning the oil til 9PM trying to come up with a headline that the client would nix in 3 minutes couldn't compete with changing diapers and cleaning up puke. Oh, um, sorry, I meant to say, it couldn't compete with reading to my new daughter and rocking her to sleep. I was lucky enough to be in a situation in which I was able to temporarily retire, so I walked away from my career and into Poonch's nursery.
Fast forward 10 years, 1 hubby, 2 daughters, 3 moves, 1 dog, and 1 cat, and here I am.
I knew that one day I would want have to return to work (those 529s are a joke right now), so I started to take baby steps. I opened a LinkedIn account. After a few weeks, I actually published it. I started to whisper that maybe I'd like to start some freelancing. A few people called. Of course I turned them down.
I'm too busy.
I'm too tired.
I'm too old.
I don't know how to run these new programs.
It's spring break.
It's summer.
I'm too mommy.
But at the end of the summer, I got a call from an old colleague, and as I listened to the voice mail asking if I wanted work, I followed up my initial excuse of why I couldn't do it with
eventually, Gibby, these people are going to stop calling. And then you're really up shit creek without an updated word processing program.
So I called him back.
And I said yes, I was interested. And then I hung up, and proceeded to shit my technically-way-behind-the-ball pants.